Passport

I just went to the post office today to apply for my passport. Ive lived in Cali for 15 years now and I am finally going to have a BLUE passport that says American, and not a green one that says Filipino. Took me long enough.

Friday / Saturday Night

Friday night was nice for me. i was stressing all day and needed to let steam out. Terence and Hourt called me saying they were coming by and it was already around 12ish. They also bought me Hef. It was very nice of them because they were already by my house when i asked them and they had to back track to get it for me. Thanks guys. After that Jeff, Lanie, Romel, and Link rolled by to chill. It really really made my week. Just a few friends sitting around chilling. Sat night was Steph's birthday which i didn't go to becaues i had prior engagements to go to for another bday gathering. That night ended up drama with those friends, which Thank God didnt involved me, but being around it suck. That made me wish that I did go to Steph's birthday instead and how much less drama boys/homies are.

Im really looking forward on going on a road trip with my oldest friends/brothers. Whistler here i come....hopefully
(which im pretty positive im doing)

Friends

This pass Sunday my mom had her friends come over, about 6 of them, one from the PI, and the rest around Southern California. She told me that these friends were her friends she grew up with in the PI from elementary school all the way to high school. Imagine that! Some of them she hasn't seen in over 20 years! They are actually all planning on going to Chicago and New York next week for a bigger get together. It's not an official reunion or anything like that, just all the friends called each other up to catch up on things. Which brings me to my friends. I hope when we grow up that we ALL still hang out together with our families and never lose touch. One thing I am actually really looking for after I graduate is spend more time with my friends and just talk. I actually really enjoy wasting the night away with just a few friends sitting on the porch late night, or hanging out wherever and talking about all the things we have been through. Its crazy how my parents are still able to keep in touch with all the friends they grew up with, even with the vast amounts of new friends they have from APO, work, and church. I hope that I can do that in the future with all my friends.

school and only school

School is pretty damn tuff. Lectures are so long, and I can't believe the amount of information they teach us in one lecture period. I know i dont go to class much, just twice a week, 2 hours one day and 3 hours another, but the amount of information they pile up into the packets they give us is ridiculous. All the teachers I've had these past 4 semesters with their Bachelors, Masters, Doctorates, Practioner Licenses all have said that the first 2 years of their schooling was the hardest. They all have said that what I am going through now was the hardest times of their schooling life and after this point it will be so much easier. I hope they're telling me the truth because I don't think I can ever repeat what I am doing now, so I really really really hope I raise my grade. I pray to God that I pass and all my friends, especially YOU Raffy (because i know you read this) go to MY graduation because I WILL pass, which will be December 19 and I believe its around 5pm. Only 2 1/2 more months.

nursing 4

so i took my first test of nursing 4 this pass Monday. I don't really know what happened, but i ended up failing. i have never studied so hard for a test. i actually read almost every single page that was required for this test in our textbook, and i have NEVER done that before. i also have never stressed out about any test this pass 1 year and 10 months of being in the nursing program, until i got to this point. this test stressed me out so much and i ended up failing. A passing grade is 75% and i got 68%. I have never done this bad on a test before, which is like WOW. At this point I am not stressing about, and I know now how to study for my next test. Hopefully it will go well so i can raise my grade back up. Only 3 more test to go and 1 final and i have my CAREER. I really hope i pass and graduate. I don't think i can mentally do this again. I seriously feel like I am going to go nuts already. Its actually scary thinking about it, that these next 2 months and a half is going to determine when I start living in the real world.

new member

I think there are various of reasons i just signed up for this. One reason is because i got really bored today from plans that got canceled, i got tired of playing CS, which i just DLed last night, and it seemed interesting in typing into an online diary of some sort. I really wonder how in depth i will talk about my life on this.