Tuesday, October 2, 2007

nursing 4

so i took my first test of nursing 4 this pass Monday. I don't really know what happened, but i ended up failing. i have never studied so hard for a test. i actually read almost every single page that was required for this test in our textbook, and i have NEVER done that before. i also have never stressed out about any test this pass 1 year and 10 months of being in the nursing program, until i got to this point. this test stressed me out so much and i ended up failing. A passing grade is 75% and i got 68%. I have never done this bad on a test before, which is like WOW. At this point I am not stressing about, and I know now how to study for my next test. Hopefully it will go well so i can raise my grade back up. Only 3 more test to go and 1 final and i have my CAREER. I really hope i pass and graduate. I don't think i can mentally do this again. I seriously feel like I am going to go nuts already. Its actually scary thinking about it, that these next 2 months and a half is going to determine when I start living in the real world.